Friday, October 18, 2019

I don't have a legal representative (lawyer/attorney) or doctor (advocate) at this time. I have not appointed anyone else to speak on my behalf either.

I fired James Stamos for lack of diligent legal representation just before my trial. I fired the law firm that represented me after that on Breach Of Contract. Carly Nolan. Ann McLennan. Ashley Shambley. Tiffany Wesley. Christine Bookwalter. Steve Rankin. Carolyn Klarquist. Rhonda Atassi. Doug Hancock. Sharon King (Whitney) Belinda Carlisle (Melinda King). Lana McCallister. I am not associated with Beta Group, Kaliedascope Management Group, Convexity Properties, Fema Management Agency, Herrick Corporation. Odin. Mantis Network. Colin Powell. Kim Trapani. Nicole Jollette. Angelina Jolie. Karen Joly. The Obamas. The Simpsons. Oprah Whinfrey. Martha Stewart. Holly Smith. Ian Miller. Brian Hanson (Kelly) Laura Chasteen. Colondiza Rice. Becker Ventures. Becker Entertainment. Cox Media. The Kardashians. Larry Andrews. Michelle Lopez. Wakenight and Associates P.C. or Dorsey & Co.
I paid my personal taxes through H&R Block since 1994. I worked for Bloomberg Corp. and McDonald's Corp. since 1990. Their accountant's name is Solomon Sturges, Skokie, IL. I paid my personal taxes through H&R Block since 1994 with the exception of myself as Sole Proprietor, Partner, Silent Partner and Investor.

Friday, August 9, 2019

CVRIOSA ®

Françhaise ::: société spiritueux. le labo. sieur de garrios. the medici.

Historié ::: mié & we. parisian novelty co. king novelty company. valmor products co. salon de voudo. royal vulgari. witch season. vantine"s.

Secrétaire ::: device. daemonologié. cartomancy. ex libris. sennelier.

Grimm Sound ::: the witching hour (podcast). (barouque operas) witch mountain. pendulum. hexanne. alice black labyrinth recordings. the march ides. pastoral symphony. lovage orchestra. black forest. herbaria. caravan. tulgi woods. secret garden. dominion.

Sacré Nouveautés ::: revelry. fetiché. notions. wanga. poupées. orunla. effigies. efenbebés. marionettes. gravure. Facschism ::: sorcerié :: grimoire. blackthorn. ravenswood. vodou enfant. moulin rouge. alice black. LK. biba.

Magick Lantern Films ::: night flights. cinquantième. witchophiles. la franc novellas. camera obscura.

Photographié ::: ocular orákulum. earthen. diableries. érotiques. moulin rouge. spiritus. seance. bordello. le miserablés. to the moon. bardo pond. gaudie house. redmoon spectacles.
Grande Curiosité ::: Fleurs. Bon Marché. Jade Dragon Théâtre (vanita. mephistopheles. catastrophe ballet. opéra de paris. kiss of the spider lady. baba yaga. babes in toyland.)

Grande Distilleries ::: salem craft. crown spirits. monin. angostura. moët. witch works. mississippi mud. curious brews. vichy celestins.

Amor Mor ::: memento mori. deyrolle. ars mort. morticulture. Rituél ::: vogue la galère. danse macabre. mardi gras. la vie parisienne. artistiqué de haiti. pow wow. dia de la muertos. nikisi cult. marie lionza coven. whiskey-a-gogo. witches market. batcave.

Comaraderié ::: reebie storage and moving co. new orleans steel products co.

Grand de Louvre ::: le ritz. le pavillon. le belvieux. hôtel des fonceaux. hôtel deVille. hotel monteleone. bienville house. vive carre.

Grand Hôtels ® Bruxelles. Sintra. Cairo. Syria. Edinburgh. Moscow. Calcutta. Mexico. Paris. Boston. Seattle. New York. Devonshire. Philadelphia. Chicago. Minneapolis. New Orleans. St. Louis.

La Commune @ Milan. Minneapolis. Chicago. St. Louis. New Orleans.

The Ace Hotels ::: Seattle. Salem. Chicago. New Orleans. St.Louis. Minneapolis. Toronto. Hilo. California. New York.

Vouge l The Ritz-Carlton Hotel Group

Saturday, November 24, 2018

Knowledge Management . Brand Specialist . Investment Strategy
Lavona D. King (Lavona Veneti)

Investment Manager
Providence Bank & Trust
(July 2018 – Present)

Investor/Designer
Restoration Hardware
(November 1989 – Present)
Van Dyke's. Signature Hardware. Rejuvenation.

Investor
York Wall
Arte. Vogue Fabrics.

Investor and Senior Project Coordinator
Peoples Light Gas and Coke
(June 2013 – Present)
Coca Cola. Coca-Cola Bottling Co. Vive la Commune.

Investor

Investor
22K
Choice Hotels (November 2016 - January 2019) Starbuck's Coffee. Starbuck's Coffee Reserves.

Book Artisian/Paperié/Printmaker
Académie Royale des Beaux Arts
Bourgeois Aimé. (Paper Source. Anchor Graphics. Graphic Chemical. Ketterlinus Lithographic Manufacturing Company. Knight & Leonard Co. Printers. A.W. Faber. Utrecht Art Supplies.)

Investment Manager/Designer/Artisian (VV)
Eye on Design/De Beers
LVCIA. BVLGARI. LVNA. BRÜT. Investor
Cost Plus World Market
(October – Present)
Nadeau. Art & Artifact. Primitive. Pagoda Red. Dara Tribal Village.

Investor/Manufacturer
John M. Smythe . Aronson. Ashley Furniture. Shaw Floor. Flor. Wayfair. Joy Bird. . Froy. Article.

Investor Manufactuer
Scully and Scully. Paragon. Royal Doulton. Aynsley. Nymphenburg. Fontanini Dépose. Vincennes Sévres Porcelain. Lennox. Serena and Lily. Royal Vulgari. 


Investor
ANCHOR HOCKING
(January 1999 – Present)

Investor
U-verse
September 1991 - Present NASA / NATO
IBM. Apple. T-Mobile. Apple Pay. 

Investor
Ballard Designs

Fabulous and Baroque. Brocade.

Investor
Serta
(February 2016 – Present)
Casper. Avocado. Scott Living. Saatva.

Senior Investor
Fender Musical Instruments Corporation March 2017 – Present . Sweetwater Music & Pro Audio . Zildjian . Ludwig

Investor
AmaWaterways River Cruises March 2016 – Present (2 years 9 months) AmaWaterways Limited . Viking Cruises . Chicago Yacht Club . RedStar Fencing Club . North Side Archery Club

Investor
Gold Medal Concessions March 2014 – Present (4 years 9 months) . Redmoon Theater (Redmoon Cosmedics) . Lyric Opera (La Vie Boheme). Lucent Dossier Circus (Macbeth) . Chopin Theatre (Punch & Judy) . Drury Lane Theatre (Mid Summer Night's Dream)

Senior Investor
Pendleton Woolen Mills October 1991 – Present . London Fog . Harris Tweed . Chanel . Analog Underground. Siabella Court. Lindsey Thornberg. 

Senior Investor
Virgin Group (33K) October 1991 – Present (27 years 2 months) . Virgin Records . Virgin Comics . Virgin Mobile . Virgin Hotel and Cafè

Investor/Artisan
JOHN C. CAMPBELL FOLK SCHOOL February 2014/16

Investor
VIDA & Co. (22K) February 2012 – Present

Investor/Principal Investigator
1-800-Flowers.com 

Broker/Antique Appraisals/Prop Stylist Universal
1991 – Present
. Lincoln Antique Mall . Sotheby's Auctions . Smithsonian Institution . Salvage One . Jan's Antiques . Hunters Alley . Narrative . 1st Dibbs

Investor/Sommelier
The Court of Master Sommelier January 2018 – Present . Henri Bourgeois . Yorkshire Vineyards . Chat Noir . Caretaker Wines . Owl Ridge

Investment Manager
June 2018 – Present Old Town School of Folk Music

Primary Investor/Brand Management
Premium Beauty Supply January 2005 – Present (13 years 11 months) Coty. Chanel. L'Oréal. Avon. Max Factor. Helene Curtis.

Investor/Senior Designers was the day 
Coach October 1991 – Present . John Fluevog . Cydwoq . Pom d'Api . Chie Mihara . Ashland Leather Co. . Horweens

Investor/National Field Director
Grasse BIOTECH
October 1991 – Present


Life Sciences (Life Sciences : Biotech. Architecture. Agriculture. Landscaping. Beekeeping. Horticulture. Napropathy. Homeopathy.) . Revolution Microelectro . Earthship Biotecture. . The Hive . The Arcview Group (Greenhouse Group Windy City Cannabis. Seven Point. PDI Medical. Maplegen Care. Elevele Highland Park Dispensary. Earthmed. Midway Dispensary. New Age Care. THC)

Investor/Artisan Parfumeur Université Européenne des Senteurs & Saveurs
February 2016 – March 2016 . Crabtree & Evelyn . Le Labo . Officine Universelle Buly 1803 . Farmacia Santa Maria Novella . Coté Bastide . Aleppo . L'Occitane en Provence . Officina Santa Maria Novella . Demeter Fragrance . Beekman 1802 . Margot Elena Brands . Tatine Candles . Farmacopia . Cire. 

Investor


Knowledge Manager
Shrine Capital April 2018 – Present (8 months) . task recovery collections . default specialist . consolidations . liabilities . collateral damages

Partnership
Universal, Inc.
The Ritz Carlton Hotel Group Convergence 2029 . OMEGA ~ broadcast vision, IT development, revolutionary, data-driven computer science . ORRIS ~ road trippin, music, coven craft . OASIS ~ wellness focused eco-luxe resorts. nature. yoga. ganja. . OATHE ~ design firm and media collective . OMNI ~ concevoir. key club. bar.

Sole Proprietress
Beloved & Co. Purveyors of Arcane Delights 2002 – Present ladylavona@gmail.com 
alchymié.  (infernale rouge. kuhl. poudre de nocturne. fleurs.) parfume Le Labo ((devalier :: malfiore. tura. morja. luna. nova. fevè. zai. jahal.)) drago sangré. esoteric apothecary. arcanum. royale natura. supernatural specimens. black forest relics. woodland echoes. esoterica. cupid candies. aqua vitae. lefèvre utile. bourgeois aimé. herbier. incendia. decouveré . salon de vodou. poupées. ®

Sorcière (((Grimiore. Blackthorn. Ravenwood. les Misérables. Vodou Enfant. Chapelerié. Atticus. Bizango.))) Corona (((Crown Spirits Salem Craft. Witch Works.))) Alchymié. (((Oberon. Cornwall Paperié. Tinaja (((Venetian Stone. Morticulture. Vasille. Lost Mountain.)))

Exelon Generation
Energy Manager
Exelon Nuclear October 1993 –  November 2014 Nuclear Energy Management . private equity . building automation . food and drug distribution

Private Equity and Investments
Boussole Properties October 1991 – Present 
Re/Max. Wallace Realty. Environmental Working Group. Kaleidoscope Working Group. Trump Management Organization. Cagan Realty. Platform. Estate Properties.

Private Equity, Venture Capital and Investments. Almost two decades of Luxury Real Estate sales and appraisal experience! Pro-Management of Historical Districts and Houses of Ill-Rupute. Auctions and antiquarian prop management for MGA, Paramount, Warner Bros., Columbia Records, Universal, 21st Century Fox, Walt Disney and Sony. Site locator for Vouge, Architectural Digest . All Rights Reserved ®

Studio Manager
Universal Studios Hollywood October 1991 – Present (27 years 2 months) Haunt Antiques. Gothic Rose Antiques. Architectural Artifacts. Prop management of archives for studio north

Primary Investor
Whole Foods October 1992 – Present (26 years 2 months) Midwest College of Natural Medicine . Green Street Market . Oberweis Dairy . Fruitful Yield . Sherwyn's Health Food Shops . Starwest Botanicals . Mountain Rose Herbs . Heavy Petal . Healing Earth Resources . Argo Tea

Investor/Account Manager
Kinfolk February 2016 – October 2018 . Axel Vervoordt . Sibella Court . 

Real Estate Investor
Atria Senior Living October 2016 – July 2018 (1 year 10 months) The Solana Deer Park

Warner Brothers
October 2001 – present . Universal Inc. . Restoration Hardware . Hyde Park Mouldings, Inc. . Pavé Tile, Wood & Stone, Inc. . Daltile . Caesarstone US . Old Monterrey Handcrafted Tile . Sherwin-Williams . National Construction Rentals . Sky Witch . Odyssey . John Deere . Gold Medal Products Co. . Gold Medal Concessions . 

Project Manager Civil
Rolls-Royce Power Systems AG July 2017 – April 2018 . Project 871 (Diesel) . Project 372 (Gasoline)

Brand Manager
Rolls-Royce Motor Cars March 2016 – April 2018 quality. IJVSMBRLCA-pre84

Investor/Senior Designer
Saint Laurent March 2005 – September 2017

Real Estate Investor
Grand Lux Hotels July 2009 – . Ritz-Carlton . Hyatt . Regent . Boutique Hotels . Autograph Collection . Marriot . Design Hotel Investor
Sprout Landscaping . Sprout Home . JV Landscaping . Landscape Pros . Construction Pros . Krusinski Construction Company

Research Development
DRW March 2005 – February 2012 (7 years) Greater Chicago Area

Botanist
Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS) July 1995 – 2011 (16 years) . Detroit Conservatory . Psychedelic Plant Conference . Detroit Honey Co-op
1994 – 1996

Chicago State University
C.L.A.I.M (Chicago Legal Advocacy for Incarcerated Mothers) Criminal Justice 2014 – 2017

Columbia College Chicago
Liberal Arts 1993 – 1994

School of the Art Institute of Chicago
Internship :: Prof. Marilyn Houlberg; Beaux Arts 1994 – 1998 nantesinternationalprogram.com Activities and Societies: Société Spiritueux

Education and Public Programs Volunteer Intuit: The Center for Intuitive and Outsider Art 1999 – 2010 (11 years) Arts and Culture SAIC Gallery :: Pilsen Art Walk. Flat Iron Arts. Long Gone John. La Luz de Jesus. Ridge Art (maybe) Museum of Contempory Art. Museum of Mexican Fine Art. 

COURSES

Independent Coursework . Womens Self-Employment Project Inc. Chicago, IL (Economics) . Chicago Legal Advocacy for Incarcerated Mothers, Chicago, IL (Family Law) VOLUNTEER WORK
voluteer meal server Sarah's Circle PresentCivil Rights and Social Action

Project Manager Illinois Tenants Union PresentCivil Rights and Social Action Tenement House Act ::: sanctions

Museum Curator Smithsonian Institution 1991 – Present (27 years)Arts and Culture Archeology and Anthropology ::: Sumerian. Mesopotamian. Eygptian. Mongolian. Native American (Iroquois, Navajo, Hopi), Mesoamerican. French Colonial. American Colonial.

Knowledge Manager
Environmental Working Group
(February 2008 – October 2018)
Psych-Conferencing :::: Tulsi Agro Food Industries ::: Bloomberg :: Midwood Brands LLC : private equity and investments, regional development, health risks, bi-products, ingredients, preventative measures.

Education and Public Programs Volunteer Intuit: The Center for Intuitive and Outsider Art 1999 – 2010 (11 years)Arts and Culture SAIC Gallery, Pilsen Art Walk, Flat Iron Arts, Long Gone John, La Luz de Jesus
Mentor Agricola Management Group LLC 2016 – Present
Environment Biotech. Architecture. Agriculture. Landscaping. Beekeeping. Horticulture. Napropathy. Homeopathy.

Ritz-Carlton Hotel Group
October 1991 – Present

PROJECTS

Bon Marché ® Starting March 2017 The Macy's building is Private Equity and was leased out to Ivana Trump in 1992. It was built by Kahlil Gibran and my great-grandmother Marie's father, Éliphas Lévi. Frango was a brand of his Parisian confectionary, called the Bon Marché, which the building was originally intended for. When he couldn't afford to utilize the building after the "Chicago Fire", Marie started a confectionary called Lefévre Utile on the 10th Floor. She and her first husband opened a chocolate factory called Whitman's Chocolate as a result of her success. Whitman's assembly line delivered her from "hell's kitchen". In 1921 her brother Napoleon branded his merchandise from the Orient, Marshall Field and Co. with William Frederick Cody (Blackbeard) and James Butler Hickok (Wild Bill Hickok). The Cowboys herded cattle through Bucktown and also worked for The Barnum and Bailey Rodeo with Theda Bara as Pocahauntas. Wild Bill was an artisan saddle maker for John M. Smyth Co.

The name Bon Marché was resurrected in 1946 as Frango Mints Candy Shop by Herman Berghoff and Henri "Bourgeois" Bendel. In 1956 Marie opened another chocolate factory and re-branded as Fannie May with her second husband John Hancock for her daughter Theda. She used the money to finance the Grand Re-opening of Sax Fifth Avenue in Oakbrook Center. In 1958 she started yet another brand called Cupid's Candies with my mother Rosemary. In 1975 Rosemary completed her cookbook called Betty Crocker which included her baked goods.

Kaleidoscope Working Group ®

Crooked Stick ~ buy.sell.trade.eat.
De Profundis ~ occult books and device
Hexhaus ~ home and hearth

Jitterbug Perfume. Earthen. Kindred. Thugee Nat. RedMoon Cosmetics.

Task recovery...
Humboldt House. Gather. Gem. Gowler. City Escape. Eskell. Healing Earth Resouces. Nu-Botanics (Indio-Shaman, Mexico). Hex. Botanica Palo Mayombe.

Task recovery for Veneti Farms (including re-branding) Green Street Market. Elliott's Dairy. Tropicana. Mott's. Sunny Acres. Owl Ridge. Chat Noir. Maille. Heinz. Grey Poupon.

Task Recovery for De Profundis Press stolen from Le Labo ~ Chicago (Knight & Leonard Co. Printers) at Steel Petal Press

Task Recovery for Homme D'affaires Orange Moon. Velvet Goldmine.

Fanny May, Frango, Heinemann's Bakery, Whitman's Chocolate, Cupid Candies, Adams Pure Chewing Gum (((Clove Chewing Gum, Black Jack Chewing, Beeman Chewing Gum, Choward's Violet Mints, Sen-Sen Confection Sucrerie, Clark's Teaberry Gum, ect.))), Hershey's Chocolate Co., Brach's Candies, Maurice Lenell Cooky Co., Stella D'oro, D’Amato’s Bakery, Ferrara Pan Candy Co., LEROUX (formally known as Schwarzwälder or Jezynowka)

Vive La Commune ® Vichy ® Starting February 2015 Motel & Café

Grande Lux Hotels ® Starting October 1991 Grande Lux Hôtels ::: Paris . Dubai . Sintra . Cairo . Ethiopia . Saudi Arabia . Edinburgh . Calcutta . Antwerp . Prauge . Moscow . Copenhagen . Portugal . 
Morocco . London . Mexico City . NYC . Devonshire . Chicago . Philadelphia . St. Louis . Minneapolis . New Orleans . Boston . Portland. Denver . Cinnanati . Washington . Dallas . Georgia  . Minneapolis . Milwaukee . 

Solve et Coagula 1994 – 2018

Silver Novelty & Co. Lip Service Union Liquor Foremost Liquors & Wines Rothschild's British Tobacco Co. The Court of the Master Sommelier


De Profundis ® ~occult books and device~
Heretic witchcraft and revolution
Wyrd Cookery potluck and cunning craft
Sanctus Sabbat sabbatical witchcraft
Sin the seductress, the saint and the sorceress
The Witch's Indispensable Assistant
le Nature

wind kissed pictures présentes ® Les Vampires Häxan Nosferatu Cleopatra The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari Metropolis Macbeth The Seventh Seal Rapsodia Satanica Madame Butterfly (1926) Mary Pickford
Georges Méliès
Valerie and Her Week of Wonders (1970) Daisies (1966)
Charlie Chaplin Groucho Marx
music by the Lovage Orchestra

Organizations

Backburner Gallery Artist/Curator Starting 1999 An Occult-Centric Art Gallery located in Chicago's West Loop

Sanctus Sabbati Head Mistress Starting 1991 Sabbatical Witchcraft Coven
First Amendment "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, the press, the right of the people to peaceably assemble, and/or to petition the government for a redress of grievances."

Temple Of Kriya Yoga August 1997 – February 2012 Vedic Yoga . Vedic Astrology

Noir Blanche Galerié Artist/Curator Lost Art ::: Francisco Goya. John Waterhouse. Gustav Klimt. Austin Osman Spare. Hieronymus Bosch. Leonora Carrington. Beatrice Wood. Louise Bourgeois. Lady Frieda Harris. Alphonse Mucha. Tiffany Studios. T. Hingre. Arthur Rackham. Rosaleen Norton. J. J. Grandville (les fleurs animees). The Louvre Collection (etchings). Frédéric François Chopin. Salvador Dali.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

United States Dept. of Justice

"Human Trafficking is a violation of the human body, mind and spirit. For this vile practice to be taking place in a country that the world looks to as a beacon of freedom...is a terrible irony and an utter tragedy."

Defining the crime of trafficking in human beings; essentially, trafficking is the transport of persons, by means of coercion, deception, or consent for the purpose of exploitation such as forced or consensual labor or prostitution:

"Trafficking in persons" shall mean the recruitment, transportation, transfer, harbouring or receipt of persons, by means of the threat or use of force or other forms of coercion, of abduction, of fraud, of deception, of the abuse of power or of a position of vulnerability or of the giving or receiving of payments or benefits to achieve the consent of a person having control over another person, for the purpose of exploitation. Exploitation shall include, at a minimum, the exploitation of the prostitution of others or other forms of sexual exploitation, forced labour or services, slavery or practices similar to slavery, servitude or the removal of organs. The consent of a victim of trafficking in persons to the intended exploitation set forth [above] shall be irrelevant where any of the means set forth have been used.

Trafficking in persons, or human trafficking, is a tragically widespread form of modern-day slavery. Pursuing and prosecuting traffickers and rescuing victims of trafficking are high priorities of the Department of Justice. The Office of Legal Policy coordinates the development of the Department's anti-trafficking policies and is responsible for compiling the Attorney General's Annual Report to Congress on U.S. Government Efforts to Combat Trafficking in Persons and the Assessment of U.S. Government Efforts to Combat Trafficking in Persons. The Assistant Attorney General serves as the Department's representative to the Senior Policy Operating Group, an Executive level policy implementation group created to address emerging interagency policy, grants, and planning issues. (Former Attorney General Alberto Gonzales
2006 National Conference on Human Trafficking)


Tuesday, February 1, 2011 - Department of Justice Announces Launch of Human Trafficking Enhanced Enforcement Initiative

Human Trafficking Hotline
1-888-428-7581

Saturday, April 10, 2010

THUNDER, PERFECT MIND ~ Gnostic Poem 100, AD



I was sent forth from the power,
and I have come to those who reflect upon me,
and I have been found among those who seek after me.
Look upon me, you (pl.) who reflect upon me,
and you hearers, hear me.
You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves.
And do not banish me from your sight.
And do not make your voice hate me, nor your hearing.
Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time. Be on your guard!
Do not be ignorant of me.

For I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin.
I am and the daughter.
I am the members of my mother.
I am the barren one
and many are her sons.
I am she whose wedding is great,
and I have not taken a husband.
I am the midwife and she who does not bear.
I am the solace of my labor pains.
I am the bride and the bridegroom,
and it is my husband who begot me.
I am the mother of my father
and the sister of my husband,
and he is my offspring.
I am the slave of him who prepared me.
I am the ruler of my offspring.
But he is the one who [begot me] before the time
on a birthday.
And he is my offspring [in] (due) time,
and my power is from him.
I am the staff of his power in his youth,
[and] he is the rod of my old age.
And whatever he wills happens to me.
I am the silence that is incomprehensible
and the idea whose remembrance is frequent.
I am the voice whose sound is manifold
and the word whose appearance is multiple.
I am the utterance of my name.

Why, you who hate me, do you love me,
and you hate those who love me?
You who deny me, confess me,
and you who confess me, deny me.
You who tell the truth about me, lie about me,
and you who have lied about me, tell the truth about me.
You who know me, be ignorant of me,
and those who have not known me, let them know me.

For I am knowledge and ignorance.
I am shame and boldness.
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am strength and I am fear.
I am war and peace.
Give heed to me.
I am the one who is disgraced and the great one.

Give heed to my poverty and my wealth.
Do not be arrogant to me when I am cast out upon the earth,
[and] you will find me in [those that] are to come.
And do not look [upon] me on the dung-heap
nor go and leave me cast out,
and you will find me in the kingdoms.
And do not look upon me when I am cast out among those who
are disgraced and in the least places,
nor laugh at me.
And do not cast me out among those who are slain in violence.
But I, I am compassionate and I am cruel.
Be on your guard!
Do not hate my obedience
and do not love my self-control.
In my weakness, do not forsake me,
amd do not be afraid of my power.
For why do you despise my fear
and curse my pride?

But I am she who exists in all fears
and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak,
and I am well in a pleasant place.
I am senseless and I am wise.

Why have you hated me in your counsels?
For I shall be silent among those who are silent,
and I shall appear and speak.
Why then have you hated me, you Greeks?
Because I am a barbarian among [the] barbarians?
For I am the wisdom [of the] Greeks
and the knowledge of [the] barbarians.
I am the judgment of [the] Greeks and the barbarians.
[I] am the one whose image is great in Egypt
and the one who has no image among the barbarians.
I am the one who is hated everywhere
and who has been loved everywhere.
I am the one whom they call Life,
and you have called Death.
I am the one whom they call Law,
and you have called Lawlessness.
I am the one whom you have pursued,
and I am the one whom you have seized.
I am the one you have scattered,
and you have gathered me together.
I am the one before whom you have been ashamed,
and you have been shameless to me.
I am she who does not keep festival,
and I am she whose festivals are many.
I, I am godless,
and I am one whose God is great.
I am the one whom you have reflected upon,
and you have scorned me.
I am unlearned,
and they learn from me.
I am the one whom you have despised,
and you reflect upon me.
I am the one whom you have hidden from,
and you appear to me.
But whenever you hide yourselves,
I myself will appear.
For [whenever] you [appear],
I myself [will hide] from you.
Those who have [...] to it [...] senselessly [...].

Take me [... understanding] from grief,
and take me to yourselves from understanding [and] grief.
And take me to yourselves from places that are ugly and in ruin,
and rob from those which are good even though in ugliness.
Out of shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly;
and out of shamelessness and shame, upbraid my members
in yourselves.
And come foreward to me, you who know me
and you who know my members,
and establish the great ones among the small first creatures.
Come foreward to childhood,
and do not despise it because it is small and it is little.
And do not turn away greatness in some parts from the
smallnesses,
for the smallnesses are known from the greatnesses.

Why do you curse me and honor me?
You have wounded and you have had mercy.
Do not separate me from the first ones whom you have [known].
[And] do not cast anyone [out nor] turn anyone away
[...] turn away and [... know] him not.
[... him].
What is mine [...].
I know the [first ones] and those after them [know] me.

But I am the mind of [...] and the rest of [...].
I am the knowledge of my inquiry,
and the finding of those who seek after me,
and the command of those who ask of me,
and the power of the powers in my knowledge
of the angels, who have been sent at my word,
and of the gods in their seasons by my counsel,
and of the spirits of every man who exists with me,
and of the women who dwell within me.
I am the one who is honored, and who is praised,
and who is despised scornfully.
I am peace,
and war has come because of me.
I am an alien and a citizen.
I am the substance and the one who has no substance.

Those who are without association with me are ignorant of me,
and those who are in my substance are the ones who know me.
Those who are close to me have been ignorant of me,
and those who are far away from me are the ones who have
known me.
On the day when I am close to [you],
[you] are far away [from me],
[and] on the day when I [am far away] from you,
[I am close] to you.

[I am ...] within.
[I am ...] of the natures.
I am [...] of the creation of the spirits.
[...] request of souls.
[I am] control and the uncontrollable.
I am the union and the dissolution.
I am the abiding and the dissolving.
I am the one below,
and they come up to me.
I am the judgment and the acquittal.
I, I am sinless,
and the root of sin derives from me.
I am lust in (outward) appearance,
and interior self-control exists within me.
I am the hearing that is attainable to everyone
and the speech that cannot be grasped.
I am a mute who does not speak,
and great is the multitude of my words.

Hear me in gentleness, and learn of me in roughness.
I am she who cries out,
and I am cast out on the face of the earth.
I prepare the bread and my mind within.
I am the knowledge of my name.
I am one who cries out,
and I listen.
I appear and [...] walk in [...] seal of my [...].
I am [...] the defense [...].
I am the one who is called Truth,
and iniquity [...].

You honor me [...] and you whisper against [me].
[...] victorious over them.
Judge then before they give judgment against you,
because the judge and the partiality exist in you.
If you are condemned by this one, who will acquit you?
Or if you are acquitted by him who will be able to detain you?
For what is inside of you is what is outside of you,
and the one who fashions you on the outside
is the one who shaped the inside of you.
And what you see outside of you,
you see outside of you;
it is visible and it is your garment.

Hear me, you hearers,
and learn of my words, you who know me.
I am the hearing that is attainable to everything;
I am the speech that can not be grasped.
I am the name of the sound
and the sound of the name.
I am the sign of the letter
and the designation of the division.
And I [...].
[...] light [...].
[...] hearers [...] to you
[...] the great power.
And [...] will not move the name.
[...] to the one who created me.
And I will speak his name.

Look then at his words
and all the writings which have been completed.
Give heed then, you hearers
and you also, the angels and those who have been sent,
and you spirits who have arisen from the dead.
For I am the one who alone exists,
and I have no one who will judge me.

For many are the pleasant forms which exist in
numerous sins,
and incontinencies,
and disgraceful passions,
and fleeting pleasures,
which (men) embrace until they become sober
and go up to their resting-place.
And they will find me there,
and they will live,
and they will not die again.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Today is Epiphany!

epiphany: \i-ˈpi-fə-nē\

1) capitalized : January 6 observed as a church festival in commemoration of the coming of the Magi as the first manifestation of Christ to the Gentiles; Twelfth-day.

2) an appearance or manifestation especially of a divine being or deity.

3) a. a sudden manifestation or intuitive perception of the essential nature or meaning of something
b. an intuitive grasp of reality through a simple or commonplace occurrence, event or experience.
c. an illuminating discovery, realization, or disclosure
d. a revealing scene or moment

4) a literary work or section of a work presenting, usually symbolically, such a moment of revelation and insight.